Anti-social for a reason I hate conflict. Not because I am afraid or intimidated by it. I just find it annoying. I feel the same about unwarranted drama. It's just a waste if time and energy. But mostly it's annoying. People suck. They're mostly overly dramatic and mostly dumb. I'd be better off if I weren't such a snob or expected so much from people... If I were more compassionate... Yadda yadda yadda
Kids are especially petulant and whiny (he whined into his blog with a palpable sense of shame).
Amy says I'm too hard on myself - that I am the cause of a lot of my frustration. That I lament being fat and being on a diet and then I lament it when I stray from a strict diet. Lamentations. I do it a lot. But mainly it's because people suck. And I need a nap.
I have so much anger and frustration to get out and no acceptable way to do it. Hence the whiny blog post...
Ugh. This sucks.

Labels: Musing

  posted @ 6:59 PM